Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Pot Roast, again

photo by Frank Petronio

I get really tired with my lack of people to rely on, befriend, trust and hang out with.

You'd think making awesome home made pot roast would be incentive to get people to come chill with me, but I suppose that my crazy behavior is more damaging than I realize.

I try hard to learn from Melody's behavior, try to imitate her... to be more like her. She is fun and hyper and crazy. She's never angry, short tempered or rude. Sometimes crass, she always has grace in it.

Fuck... One day I'll get it.

Don't be a crazy cunt, Meagan.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009